I knew she slept every night on Carol’s side of the bed.
Because six days earlier, I was the one who left her tied to this shelter’s chain-link fence in the pouring rain.
Carol had been gone less than a month. The cancer took her fast, leaving me alone in a house that suddenly felt entirely too big and too quiet, save for the rhythmic clicking of Pepper’s nails on the hardwood. Everywhere that little dog went, she was looking for Carol. She would whine at the bedroom door, scratch at Carol’s favorite armchair, and refuse to eat the kibble I poured for her. Every time I looked at Pepper, I didn’t see a companion. I saw a living, breathing reminder of the gaping hole in my life.
In a moment of blind, suffocating grief, I convinced myself she’d be better off with another family. Someone who wasn’t broken. But






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